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From Prison to Purpose
In this raw, unflinching conversation with Hell Rell from behind the walls of Upstate Correctional Facility, we witness a man's profound transformation through the crucible of incarceration. Speaking with remarkable clarity and wisdom earned through painful experience, Hell Rell dismantles the glorified image of street life that led him to a 9x9 cell he describes as "hell on earth."
"The streets don't entice me anymore," Hell Rell reflects, his voice carrying the weight of regret and newfound perspective. "Living life, that's what I'm enticed by." This compelling revelation comes from a man who gained notoriety for actions he now deeply regrets - actions that harmed his own community. As he describes the conditions at Upstate, likening it to a "modern-day plantation," listeners gain rare insight into the dehumanizing reality of America's prison system, where men are confined to cells with recreation areas resembling "kennels."
Perhaps most powerful is Hell Rell's message to youth contemplating the path he once traveled: "Don't kill your own people... Live life, get money, go to school, educate yourself." His words carry unique authority, coming from someone who once saw only "four corners" of his neighborhood but now recognizes the vast possibilities beyond. When asked what he would do differently, his answer is immediate and poignant: "I would be rich... I would be on top of the world." The contrast between what could have been and his current reality delivers a message more impactful than any anti-crime program.
Through this conversation, Hell Rell reveals himself not as a hardened criminal, but as "just an ordinary guy" who made choices with extraordinary consequences. His story serves as both warning and inspiration - proof that even in the darkest circumstances, perspective and purpose can emerge. Listen, reflect, and share this episode with someone who needs to hear that there's always another path.
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Speaker 2:Maybe on let's connect them.
Speaker 1:All right.
Speaker 3:Yeah, what's the word?
Speaker 2:What's the word? What's going?
Speaker 3:on Introduce yourself. Let the people know who they're talking to.
Speaker 2:I know it's about how well with the alley, what's going on?
Speaker 3:All right, so let's get into the first thing. I know you wanted to offer some clarity because your name was mentioned In episode 4 with Larry Love, and I know you wanted to, you know, speak on some things, offering clarity with that, so I just wanted you to get that off your chest first.
Speaker 2:Oh, yeah, yeah. Yeah, you know, shout out to Larry Love, that's big bro and shit. But you know You've been on phones, lost the phones for 7 years, so you're not really hip. So let me put you hip. First and foremost, we wasn't dealing with the kids, bro. You didn't have to tell us none of that. We already was aware of certain things. Bro, he wasn't my co-defendant, I wasn't my co-defendant, I wasn't. We wasn't doing them crimes together. We wasn't my co-defendant, I wasn't. We wasn't doing them crimes together. We wasn't doing none of that.
Speaker 2:So it was like you saying that we laid in bed with a snake, but that's not what was really going on, bro, and me personally, I'm going through my pill process and all that. So I don't really feel I don't really be talking about none of that, because I'm on a different type of time. You feel me? I'm on a different type of time. And all this shit I used to glorify before, all this shit happened, I'm not interested in that. It doesn't entice me no more. The streets don't entice me no more. Like living life, that's what I'm enticed by. That's things that ent Enticed by. That's things that that entice me Nowadays. You know, building the thing, building the brand, getting my money when it needs to be. You know what I'm saying. Like all the Privileged street shit and all that Black shit, all that shit Got me ahead Fighting for my life In here. You know so, I'm not really Into that. Like that no more fight for my life in here. You know so, I'm not really into that.
Speaker 3:Like that no more. You know, yeah, yeah, respectfully, yeah, man, yeah.
Speaker 1:What's the vibe?
Speaker 3:though. So you know everybody wants to know the situation with with Son and how he told on you. You know how that took place, so I just wanted to know if you would speak on that.
Speaker 2:Who you talking about, Because it was a couple of people that told on me Uh.
Speaker 3:Daesh, they're speaking on me?
Speaker 2:Nah, I prefer not on me. Dave Nah, I prefer not. I prefer not to speak on him. You know, I prefer not to speak on him, man, because he, hopefully that he's living his life. He got whatever he wanted. He got whatever, hopefully, from what he did, hopefully he got whatever he wanted to get out of life. You know, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3:So, me personally, I choose not to speak when I Respectfully, are you willing to speak about who else told on you?
Speaker 2:Yeah, we good, we good. I would just say at this time, I feel like at the end of the day, I feel like at this time I feel like people know what's up.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:You feel me? People already know what's up. My case was like all over the news. I was being escorted to court with ESU, with AR-15. It wasn't a secret what was going on. People want to act like it's a secret and they want to act like it's under the bus and sweep it under the bus. They got hey, bro, it's a different era now. Geez, I didn't come up in this era. I don't recognize this era. I don't recognize the dudes that proclaim they gangsters in this era. This is they ever. Y'all can have this ever, but for the people that came up in my era, that's still out there, that's walking by these cats, whatever happened. Yo, that's what I with Laddie. Let me hit on what Laddie Glover said in the interview that's called getting in a bed with a snake. I was saying it's difficult getting in a bed with a snake.
Speaker 2:These dudes is living with snakes, eating with snakes, doing all this shit with snakes and then when they get bit, now it's over, Like now it's like, oh, like, oh. Now all this shit come up. When it happens to them, they want to highlight it, but when it's somebody else that they don't really matter, they sweep it under the bus until it happens to them. So all I'm saying is this Y'all know what's going on, it's not a secret. Don't wait until you get bit and then try to point your mouth and put it out there and all that. I mean, I'm the type of dude I do shit. I keep it in the street, I don't run the police. I don't run the police because if you really want to get technical, those is our will.
Speaker 3:That's a fact. The police the government.
Speaker 2:If you really want to get technical, those are the real ops. That's a fact. The police, the government, the government, these police, they are out there killing us. They got a right to kill us and that's what they're doing. They're doing that to the best of their ability. They're doing that Any chance they get. They're killing us, Killing us, Killing us With no penance, doing that Every chance they get. They're killing us, killing us, killing us with no, with no penance. They not be having time up until recently, but it's always a manslaughter or a lower graded homicide, Like if I did it, they calling it a massacre. They vote out of proportion. They do it. It's like you know what I'm saying. So he's like just know when your real opps is. Those are the opps, bro.
Speaker 2:Those are the ones that are blocking us down. They're blocking us down. They're telling us we got natural life in prison, like there's nothing for them. They tell us they give a dude. They gave him two natural life sentences and then went to go have coffee after that yeah. He's doing a six case, like you feel me.
Speaker 3:So it was like wow, you said you was just in a spot with Bill Knight, right?
Speaker 2:Yeah, I was in a spot with Bill Knight. I was with Billy.
Speaker 3:Was Billy able to produce that paperwork and show you why the streets called Dozen a rat?
Speaker 2:Absolutely not. You know, bill Knight, that's somebody that I grew up with. Man, that's Bill. And you know, as soon as I went there, you know a dozen is my family man. But family or not, you're right, I don't deal with you. I won't talk to you, I won't. We're not doing nothing to us and to this day I was always on dozen songs because that's my family, until I think that paperwork. I want to see the paperwork. So I never believed that about doesn't, because I never seen the paperwork.
Speaker 2:People talk because people, because people in my family forever. They talk about them. They talk about them. They talk about me. They do just chat. But they know, when I was out there stepping dudes moved out my way. You understand what I'm saying.
Speaker 2:So, no matter what, at the end of the day, bill, I pulled up my bro. He talked highly about me. I was my brother. I pulled up on the phone. I know it was the mom, you know he. He told Holly about it. I was my brother, I remember.
Speaker 2:But you know some people don't understand what they get themselves into. So I asked him. I said listen, you got the paperwork on double. He said yeah. I said, all right, let me see that. Let me see that. Let me see that, respectfully, that's my family. Let me see that paperwork, bro. He said, alright, so he comes, he gives me a paper, but I'm like this is all you have. I asked him personally and we could be right here and I asked him to himself this is the only paper you got, a legend that doesn't. He said yes, it was a police interview. And I asked him to his cell. I said, is this the only paper you got alleging that Duggan is a rat? He said yes, it was a police interview. There's no statement with Duggan's name on it. There's no line-up with Duggan in it. And we got Gallucci. That was the lawyer in that case. That verified that as well. There was the lawyer in that case that verified that I was black.
Speaker 2:There was no wax in that man's case.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:Once I'm talking, so it's like you pumping, you doing this. I didn't got interested. I didn't got interested with dudes that I came up with in the streets like beats Dudes trying to violate Sean Tate, me, and Sean Tate got shaken with dudes at the UTL over this shit bro. So that shit was crazy. That shit was a crazy thing. This is all he did to find out that that shit wasn't really.
Speaker 2:You don't really got no real evidence that he was telling you, but a police interview that you get a police piece. His signature is not on that police interview so the police could have said anything and if you read the police interview, this shit sounds so stupid. Like that shit sounds crazy, like that shit wasn't even believable. I couldn't even. If the streets need to see that, the streets need Bill Knight, make Bill Knight send that paperwork, because that paperwork I've been seeing on the internet, that shit is fake. Only thing, bill Knight he told me this out loud and he a gangster. I'm a gangster, nigga. You said that that was the only thing you had on Dozen was a police interview, no signature. It was nothing, with Dozen pointing nobody out. It was no signature or no statement. It was nothing like that.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:So I'm dozen and back, dozen and back. You can't jack. Dozen and back on me, bro. You did that shit for years, just for me to come and find out that that shit was never. That shit was never the case, bro. And any real nigga that's been never the case bro, and any real nigga that's been in the kid and the system, they gonna tell you that's not valid, that's not valid. You can't say a dude snitched on you unless you got proof of that, especially when you banging and you saying a motherfucker telling on you you got 30 days to produce that paperwork unless your head get chopped off. You know what I'm saying. Tell that man to produce that paperwork. Tell him to produce that paperwork. Tell him his lawyer was Gallucci. Tell him to get Gallucci to verify that Duggan was telling him. Other than that, don't jack. Duggan was telling. Duggan was telling on nobody bro. He didn't tell on nobody bro. He didn't tell on nobody bro. He didn't tell on nobody bro.
Speaker 3:You feel me. 50 pages, or something like that, of paperwork or shit that Bill Knight has sent out back in the day, or whatever the case may be. So if I ever run across it, I'll definitely send it to you pages of ministers.
Speaker 2:Bro you telling me that doesn't. His statement is 50 pages long. Y'all niggas is haters. I said it's some weird shit. Produce that, though. Produce that though, and whoever that is, don't be a secret. Don't keep yourself a secret, or none of that. Produce that paperwork, because we got the loochie, we got the loochie, we got the loochie saying that it was no vaccine. Bill's not kidding. So we're not going to beat around the bush because that gets down to the nitty-gritty. Everybody's saying they got paperwork on Dutton High. Y'all niggas had fun with that shit for years. But I'm telling you I'm a certified hitter. That's my family.
Speaker 2:If he was wrong, by all means get him Bruh, because I don't deal with rats. I'm in jail for a rat. Nigga Bruh, I don't condone none of that. I don't deal with them. I don't shoot them. I don't do none of that. But you're saying dozens of rats, y'all niggas jacking dozens of rats. Produce the. Produce the paperwork and make sure it's a deal. Because as far as I know, I asked Bill Knight myself and if he's against it, he's going to tell you the same shit, which I know he is. Bill Knight ain't no fucking pushover. He's going to tell you he only got that one paper. It's nothing else besides that police interview.
Speaker 3:Yeah, you gotta fix your headphones, bro. Hello.
Speaker 2:Yeah, I hear you much better now.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I mean, it's the digital era now. We're going to give him 14. We're going to give him 14 and I'll get back to you.
Speaker 2:You heard? Yeah, you know, lafayette basically made that nigga Gallucci. He's like, he's done it. Gallucci bitch, he's not going back.
Speaker 3:And that's. I'm going to leave it at that. All right, moving along, yeah, so what's?
Speaker 2:the conditions like in Upstate Correctional Facility. Now, yo, this shit is like entrenched in a dungeon. This shit is literally like. This shit is like a. This shit is like a modern day, like a A plantation. This shit is like a modern day plantation, where it's like they got all these young black latino brothers, a little sprinkle of like dudes, around on this plantation and they just validating. It's gotten to the. It's gotten to the point where they're scrambling so bad because of all these murders that have been popping up with these CEOs that's infecting their own co-workers, their own staff, sending them to the hospital, jacking that. It's us bringing drugs in through the visits and wherever else we're bringing drugs in. But my thing is this If we bringing it in, how, it's true to fully, how?
Speaker 2:two inmates go to a clinic. Yeah, they using things like this to create a state of emergency, to weaponize, take our visit so we can't see our family. They just had us locked in this shit for not long, just locked in, giving us the phone every three days. They didn't get the phone and shit. This shit is hell. This shit is hell on earth, bro. This shit is crazy. Bro, my mission, my sole mission at this point in my life, being I'm 36 now. I came to jail when I was 25. My sole mission is to get the fuck out of here. Man, you feel me?
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:My mission is to get At these kind of places Because and dudes out there, y'all need to be aware of the shit that y'all glorifying, y'all killing each other. I had a, I did that one day, right, and I had people Flack on certain things, right, and you know the shit that killed me the most. It's one shit that killed me the most is one thing that killed me the most. I got my, I got my fame and my notoriety or killed my own people. Yeah, yeah, flying my visit pictures and all that. That shit is mad stupid to me, bro, like real talk. You got dudes out there that taking flights, going to Dubai, living they life on yachts, switching up vehicles, taking care of they family. Yo, I'm so mad that I didn't know the shit I know now been, because I would have never, I would have never, ever, ever, ever been in this type of lifestyle. This shit is stupid. It don't amount to nothing.
Speaker 3:So, with that being said, what's your message for the youth and the people that are out there right now that are trying to live the lifestyle that you, that you know, trying to reach the fame and notoriety that you've acquired from you know doing what you've done in the streets? What's your message to the niggas out there now?
Speaker 2:My message to y'all out there right now is I respect y'all young dudes. I respect y'all drilling, y'all doing what y'all doing, but do it for a cause. If you gonna stain, you gonna drill, do it for a cause. Don't kill your own people, bro. Don't be the reason why you killing your own people, bro. Don't get your notoriety of killing your own people or destroying your own communities Like. Live life. It's more life outside that square that you're living in. It's more life, bro. It's so much more to life than the four corners of Stapleton or West Brighton or the harbor or Just live your life, bro, because don't wait until you catch that thing and you famous and now you're sitting in jail and the same niggas you was running around with that was your mans. You was running around on stains with them. Niggas can't even give you a dollar Because in all reality y'all niggas is stained and shit. Y'all niggas is broke. I got more money than y'all niggas. Let's do it.
Speaker 1:Let's do it. Let's do it Because I got more money than y'all niggas out there, right?
Speaker 2:now, for sure, for sure. Get your money up, get money, enjoy life Respectfully, Like you understand what I'm saying. Stop drilling and going on drills and destroying your own community, bro. Live life, get money, go to school, educate yourself More wealth, because we only live one time, bro. We only live one time bro. I was younger and I knew the things I knew. Now I would never be in the streets holding a gun, chasing a dude that could be my brother.
Speaker 3:Yeah, if you could go back in time, where do you think you would be now? What do you think you would be doing?
Speaker 2:If I could go back in time, where would I be now? I would be Jay-Z, I would be Staten Island, hollywood. I would be about my business. I would be on top of the world. I would be rich, I would be rich, I would be rich, for sure, for sure.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:You know, when I was younger, I used to be rich For sure, for sure. Yeah, you know, when I was younger, I used to get. You know that it's easy to get the money. It's easy to get the money run it up, but to save it and hold it and invest it and do things like that, I didn't know nothing about that. All I knew was my investments was a pair of products, a pair of good seats, a good fit, some liquor, weed and a bad bitch to run around with love. That's all I cared about. That's all I cared about.
Speaker 2:Now I'm seeing how you could invest your money on fixing houses and real estate and shit like that, and you could get so much more money building this credit up and all that. Bro, I'm so like my vernacular is so extensive nowadays. It's just like I'm on a different timing. I'm on a different timing, bro. I'm trying to build and take care of my family. That's my goal. Man For real man, don't get it twisted though. Don't get it twisted, I mean it's still late, a thousand percent, but it's lit towards Shit that really matters.
Speaker 3:Yeah, I could jack that. Yeah, I could jack that. You wanna talk about your grievance?
Speaker 2:Oh, the grievance. Oh yeah, I put a grievance in. Yeah, I put a grievance in. Recently I put a grievance in.
Speaker 3:When did you put a grievance in? Yeah, I put a grievance in. Recently I put a grievance in. When did you put the grievance in?
Speaker 2:I put the grievance in on the 28th of February. I put the grievance in because there was a strike. The police had went on a strike in New York State and I went on a visit. This is the craziest shit. I went on a visit. This is the crazy shit. I went on a visit February 17th. I went on a visit with my woman and my son. I went on a visit with my family and after the visit we had a thousand police out there in car hard suits and pool safety masks, striking, talking about they want to work in safer environments and all this other weird shit. Mind you, this is coming after the whole thing with the Brooks kid. I don't know if you're familiar with it. They killed an innocent, harmless dude that's locked up, killed him, beat him with frozen water bottles, killed him for no reason, bruh. So this got exposed. This got exposed. So it's like these evil ass fucking guys up here.
Speaker 3:Yeah, headphones going in and out again. Hello, yeah. Yeah, headphones was going in and out.
Speaker 2:Yeah, pardon. So these shit is trash bro. This is the shit. They give us some $2 headphones and this shit pulls shit.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:But they pulled a stunt when they knew that that motor was going to come out because the commissioner of corrections they put some shit out. He put a memo out saying that they was investigating some shit that happened in Marcy and then all of a sudden that shit was exposed, the homicide was exposed and Marcy correctional facility with the books. May he rest in peace. And you know, I send my condolences out there to the family because that's hard, that's hard for anybody, any family, to see people that got kids. That was hard like. But, um, so you know, they pulled it. They came up with some things where they brought some shit inside the jail that sent a lot of these nurses and staff to the ER. But if you really look at it, if it's coming from us, why wasn't we going to the ER and to the hospital and having to be knock-'d and all this shit? How the fuck it go from coming from us to only affecting y'all? Yeah, yeah, not canned out. If it's that strong we can take 40, 40 staff out.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:One person had no one person got. No, no, no, no, no, no wins on that.
Speaker 3:And this is the incident that happened on January 23rd right.
Speaker 2:Yes.
Speaker 2:That was the incident that happened on January 23rd, because you know, when you in the jail you hear things. You hear, oh, medical emergency, medical emergency all the time, with all these fucking medical emergencies, and the nurses went on strike, oh, we want to work in safer places. And then you had the police that went on strike. So basically they just left their jobs. That's what's in here. So basically they just left their jobs, left us in here. No food, no adequate food, no showers, no food, no nothing. They just left us with dead in here. Man, I was down in Boston with a dude. He killed himself, bro.
Speaker 2:He killed himself Over the phone. Over the phone Because he couldn't talk to his girl. He had a bad phone call and he just wanted to talk to his thing. Because you know they beef Like yo why you not call me? It's hard for some people to do a bitch when you in prison and you doing time and you got people out there that love you and that's doing time, they doing the time with you. Bro, they feeling shit. Take that strongly, if not stronger than you, bro, because they want their kids home, they want their fathers home, they want their family to come home. So it's hard on them too. So sometimes it gets overwhelming and families is like you know what? I don't want to do this no more. And dudes in here that yeah, that's crazy, you have one minute left. They not doing their Hold on.
Speaker 3:Call you back, alright.
Speaker 1:The caller has.
Speaker 3:Yeah, we got my boy Hal Rowe back on the throne.
Speaker 2:Wraithman, you see me. What's going on? Good man, you see me.
Speaker 3:What's going on?
Speaker 2:Okay, okay, yeah, get your mind right. You know what I mean. Yeah, I'm in the spa.
Speaker 3:I'm in my spa, I you in your cell right now.
Speaker 2:Yeah, I'm in the spa. I'm in my spa. I'm in my cell right now Cooling.
Speaker 3:For people that haven't been to prison. You know what I'm saying. There's a lot of listeners that haven't been to prison. They don't know what a cell consists of. So how big is the cell? You in, you in a box.
Speaker 2:Yeah, I'm in a coupe right now but I'm single cell, so the cell is made for two men. So I'm in a double bunk cell but I'm single cell, nobody coming in. I'm the only one in my spot. So I got the red pin. It's a red pin in the back, it's a shower and it's the um. I got the red pen. It's a red pen in the back. It's a shower and it's two bunks and it's a toilet seat. That's it and you got. They give you all your clothes, sneakers and all that type shit.
Speaker 3:And you get your, you get a, you get a phone in there too.
Speaker 2:You, you get the phone in there too.
Speaker 3:Yeah, yeah to do so. I got my own tab, so this time I'm rocking out. Yeah. So how long, like, how long are you in that cell do you get to?
Speaker 2:oh, you said, the rec pen is in the back right there. Yeah, it's in the back, so you don't leave yourself like only time you leave yourself, only time you leave your cell. Only time you leave your cell is if you go to a visit or you go to like a call out of sight, that's it. Other than that, you in the spot. If you go to rec, you just step out the back door. Like you step out the back door into your rec room with like a cage. This shit look like a kennel, like if you ever seen a door kennel, that's how it is A bunch of weirdo niggas in a bunch of cages, bro.
Speaker 3:Yeah, this shit is weirded out, bro. Is there like weights in your rec pan or something you get to work out?
Speaker 2:Yeah, you can work out. There ain't no weights in there. They never put weights in there, but dudes do pull-ups off the gates. Dudes make pull-up balls on their vents. In the sound I made a pull-up ball on my vent, so it's like two angels coming down with the shoestrings and you know I'm getting it in like that. You know what I mean mean.
Speaker 3:So you be getting right, doing your calisthenics, your pushups, your crunches and all that.
Speaker 2:Yeah, yeah, definitely Me and my lady. We got a thing going on when we, where we, where we fasting. We fast everyday, every day we fast, we eat one meal. We don't drink nothing, we don't do nothing, we just fast Eat one meal. We, bro, we don't drink nothing, we don't do nothing, we just fast Eat one meal, we work out and then we eat another meal. This is everyday, bro.
Speaker 3:Yeah.
Speaker 2:We on that, we on different times, we on different times. We're healthy, trying to stay healthy. You know, because a lot of dudes come to prison and they indulge in a lot of unhealthy shit, ind. You know, because a lot of dudes come to prison and they indulge in a lot of unhealthy. I just doled in a lot of unhealthy. You know, eating a lot of unhealthy. I'm trying to survive. I'm not trying to do all this time and then come out and drop dead, like because that seemed to be the norm nowadays. What's?
Speaker 3:going on, you know.
Speaker 2:Uh, not really, I don't know, and I'm not gonna say I'm not one of the good brothers. I don't eat pork, I don't whatever. It's just that that shit is not around me. That shit is not around me Like I ain't really, I don't really indulge in pork like that, because it's not around me. The brothers don't cook. You know what I'm saying? I'm around a lot of rocksters. They don't cook that shit, so I don't eat it. Bruh, my mama loves it. She always think I would eat that shit, even if I was in the streets. Bruh, I just don't eat it. I don't eat red meat.
Speaker 3:How you cook at all in there.
Speaker 2:Bruh, you don't cook in a box.
Speaker 3:Okay, yeah.
Speaker 2:You get meals, you get chips. You get chips. They give you meals like rice so you like you might throw the rice in a fish, throw some chips in there, like. Like that type, like you don't really eat too good when you're in a box, like it's a bunch of that you may eat and I say I stay away from that really well how much more time? You got in the box I get out. In july I got nine months in the box for a shooting.
Speaker 3:I got nine months in the box for a shooting.
Speaker 2:Okay, yeah, I was in and I got, I got, I went to the box for a shooting. So I'm in the box for nine months. I get out in July. I've been in this shit since November. I've been in this shit since November. Word, I don't got that much time in the pool, but I'm working on my appeal heavy. You know what I mean. I'm working on my appeal, man, that's what I'm doing. I'm working on my appeal and I'm trying to build my funds up and build my family and make them stronger, like get my family, make my inner family stronger. You know I took some golfers this year.
Speaker 2:Rest in peace to my Uncle, family strong. You know I took some doses this year. Rest in peace to my uncle, michael Brown. That was like the. He was like the man of our family. He set the tone for the family, for the men Now I mean. He passed away, so rest in peace to him. And then recently I just lost my cousin Shifey. He just had a heart attack and he had to cardiac arrest at work. He did time in the fed, 10 years in the fed. He came home and, um, he got his life together. He started working, he got into the union or whatever. For whatever he was involved construction whatever and one day he went to work and he just passed away. So you know, rest in peace. To my cousin Shifey, you know, rest in peace, construction whatever, and one day he went to work and he just passed away.
Speaker 3:So you know, rest in peace to my cousin Shifey, you know, rest in peace.
Speaker 2:Yeah, rest in peace. I got to keep the family together. You know I'm still being a glue, taking care of my family, just doing everything, trying to do everything for man. It's hard like you feel me. Yeah, I'm trying to do everything from there. And it's hard like you feel me. Yeah, I'm trying to get back out there.
Speaker 3:You know what I mean. You got anybody you want to shout out.
Speaker 2:Show some love to.
Speaker 3:Shout out.
Speaker 2:Definitely, traj. Yeah, definitely, you know, definitely. Shout out to Trackhole, Bro. I love you, bro, hold your head. When I get out of here I'm coming to get you. Don't worry about it, man, I got you. We all go through our shit. We all make mistakes in life, bro. But as long as you can learn from the mistakes and make it better and be a better person, that's what counts, man, don't count yourself out. Don't let these dudes count you out. Stay healthy, word brother.
Speaker 2:Shout out to Franchise. That's my brother, that's my heart. Shout out to Cash. Shout out to the Mola. Shout out to the Protect Philippe. You heard Free Him. You heard Just shout to the Rave. Free the Rave. You know what I'm saying. There's too many. Shout to Fleet Fleeto, I love you, bro. You're a killer. Welcome home. I love you, bro. You know what I'm saying? Trap, that's my baby. Fat ass. I love you, nigga. Shout out to my brother E he in the can. Free my bro. E bro, free my little brother. E Little crazy nigga. He locked up. Shout out to my sisters out there, alexis and Alicia. I love y'all, y'all my babies. I love y'all my moms. I love you, my family man, this family bro. Anybody I forgot. Fuck y'all niggas Straight up what was in my mother's life. That's how I feel Niggas. Don't give a you. Yeah, get my ass in. You heard?
Speaker 3:Yeah, I already know.
Speaker 2:Know what's going on. Oh, shout to my brother, my twin too, paul and Shelly Never fuck with your family, not family. That's my brother. I love you, nigga, winnie. I love you, doc. What's up? You know what's up. I love you too, bro. My family, I think this is my family. So when I say family, I part it out Love. So that was that love.
Speaker 3:Yeah, that's it, man Report. Absolutely Go ahead, say what you was going to say.
Speaker 2:I appreciate you for doing this. To clarify a couple of things giving a brother a voice to add rattle to us. You know a lot of people. They got a misconception about me, like you feel me. They think they hear my name like, oh, this nigga's some crazy big black crazy. You feel me, but I'm really just. I'm really just one of y'all. I'm really just a. I'm an ordinary guy, bro. You feel me. I've did things in my past, right, that defied my reputation, but I'm trying to change a lot of shit around, bro. I'm trying to be known as a money getter. I want to be known as somebody that's a family man and all that, all that silly shit from when I was back then. Fuck all that. That shit got me here like and this ain't no accolade that I want being in prison for life. This shit is corny like bro. Yeah, so you knowny like bruh yeah, so you know, you hear it though Everybody.
Speaker 2:I got everybody supported. Man support free me, man Free Helly.
Speaker 3:Free Helly, what the.
Speaker 2:Helly, what the Helly? You know what's going on, yeah absolutely you, you know, natalie, I'm still here, I'm still alive. I'm still alive, I'm still healthy, I'm still gorgeous, as ever. I'm taking off. I got a beautiful wife, you feel me, but I'm still healthy. I'm here. I'll be there in a second and that's where I'm on. Wow, and that's that reporting live from the gutter with the classic man Harold Rowe. What the hell is this?
